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Closing time

Reading our old conversations makes me tear up a little.

I remember,

mahalkitax3:

I remember how we used to talk like there was no tomorrow. I remember how every thing you said brought a smile to my face. How every conversation lasted for hours. Your good morning messages used to start my morning, and I always ended up falling asleep to your goodnight ones. I remember when my heart used to race, and how I would smile like an idiot out of nowhere just because I remembered something you said. Every memory we had together, I remember every single one of them.

(via acupofkeen)

"Maybe I wasn’t asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I’ve been hurt and for so long you’ve ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don’t care. I’ve been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you’ve been waiting too, and you haven’t and maybe you never will or maybe you’re afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I’m the one that’s left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I’m still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I’ve loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will."
"Coz’ I’ve thrown away my lucky stars,
And my wishes don’t come true.
I’ve been looking up to heaven,
While I’m crying over you."

Ayoko ng masaktan please.

Kahit ngayon lang, wag naman na.

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taenang bakasyon to, napakaboring. may load o wala, may internet o wala. pareho lang walang sense. :( feeling ko nakakulong ako kahit na libreng libre naman lumabas. wala naman kasi makakasama.


Ang lungkot, seryoso. isa ka pa eh. nakakainis ka. :(((((

Hindi naman ako maeffort na tao pero bakit pagdating sayo nagagawa ko?

Yung mga bagay na sabi ko ang corny noon, iba na tingin ko lahat sa ngayon. Natatakot lang ako sa kung anong mangyayari sa susunod. baka masobrahan naman ata ako sa effort nito. baka hindi mo na magustuhan. pero lahat gagawin ko para sayo.

Sana wag lang ako magkamali. :| Sana maging maayos parin un takbo ng buhay ko, alam ko nagbabago ako para sayo. Yung mga bagay na hindi ko ginagawa noon, yung mga effort na yan, yung lakas ng loob lahat yan wala ako. Pero nilulunok ko na yung pride ko mapakita ko lang sayo kung gano ka kahalaga.

Haay. Ayoko naman maging corny. Gusto ko lang mapakita sayo lahat ng kaya ko. Shitlangsss

you’ll know if you really love the person if you did something that you haven’t done to anyone else before.
february 15, 2013

you’ll know if you really love the person if you did something that you haven’t done to anyone else before.

february 15, 2013

Tinext ko siya kaninang umaga, magreply o hindi, magtetext ako. eh nagreply naman kaya ayos na. ang corny nung tanong ko pero alam ko na hahaba ung usapan pag un ang tinext ko. Ano ba ayaw mo sa tao? haha! weird daw pero sinagot niya naman. the best ung reply niya na ayaw niya sa taong walang effort. ung tao daw na puro salita pero wala namang gawa. haha bakit parang tinamaan ako? haha ewan ko ba. masyado mahaba ung usapan kaninang umaga, usually nagtetext lang ako ng goodmorning at goodnight sakanya, nagrereply naman siya palagi kaso hanggang dun lang natatapos ung usapan. kaya kanina, naglakas loob nakong magbigay ng topic. successfull naman:) haha hanggang sa hindi siya nagreply. ang tagal, understood naman kasi otw siya sa school niya. kaya ayun nalang inisip ko, iniwan ko sandali ung cp ko sa lamesa, siguro mga 5mins lang, tas pagtingin ko, nag misscall siya. akala ko napindot lang kaya tinext ko nlng ng bakit. tapos tumawag ulit siya, sinagot ko naman, first time namin magusap sa phone. un din ung first time na makausap ko siya. ngiting tagumpay eh. palagi kasing sa text nalang kami magkausap. haha, ung boses niya, hindi mo alam kung bat parang nahihiya o ewan, tumatakbo pa siya nun kasi nga 9am pasok niya. :’) hanggang sa natapos na nga ung usapan, tas sabi niya tatawag nalang daw ulit siya mamaya. :) ang sarap ng feeling makausap ng matagal, kahit sa cellphone lang, ung taong gustong gusto mo. :’)